August 17, 2009
Very Disheartening
So I had my appointment today for Baby, but it didn't go as expected. She said if we made it to this appointment that we would be inducing this week. So, went in...gained 1 lb, BP was really high for me 120/82. I have been having the dry heaves for a few days now, but it is better than it ever was with Shelby, plus been up around 3-3:30 am and can't get back to sleep, so been kind of grouchy to top it off. So we were talking and she did her exam stuff....still at a 2, 55%, but baby was engaged in the pelvis. Said we would set up the induction for tomorrow, but she wanted to check on times and make sure there weren't any scheduling conflicts. I'm thinking.....goodie, I will be meeting my sweet little one tomorrow sometime. She comes back in and says there is a mistake and I am not due until September 3rd now, so we can't induce this week!!! WTH.....I have been measuring on track with the 27th and nothing was said ever.....she even told me on the 5th that I was full term and she didn't mind when I went into to labor, but come to find out we were a WHOLE WEEK off???!!!! What changed in two weeks?? She said she has to go by my 18 week ultrasound and that is what it said. SO, for the last 18-20 weeks I have been using the wrong due date--didn't even know it. She apologized profusely, but that was the worst conversation to have when one second you will get to see your baby, and in the next there was a big mistake and now you have to wait another week--I know not a big deal and it is better for Baby-BUT it still wasn't the easiest to take in. She even asked me to stay in Lewistown for 4 days.....we don't have the money for me to stay in a hotel for that long, plus after I give birth for Brad and Shelby. Was very frustrating.....think the crying has calmed a bit, but isn't the best either. Another week to go, but I am not going to work 1/2 days anymore--gotta get stuff done and will be going to my meeting in Miles on Wednesday and taking in the Miles City Fair also this weekend. I've been sitting around being careful for the last 2-3 weeks thinking we would have to go to Lewistown at any moment to find out that it was never right to begin with. Shelby was pretty upset too, so that didn't help matters....she really wants her little sister here!! Onto another week and hopefully this time next week we will have another Princess in our arms, as long as something else doesn't change along the way!!!
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OH and Baby's heartrate was a lot lower at 125--even with her moving around like she was....forgot that stat in there....sorry!
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